Thursday, February 25, 2010

Doa Minta Petunjuk

I am in a dilemma right now..Everyday thinking of how I am going to improve my life, get rid of all my debts and build a family of my own (which I will support and being the caregiver for as long as I shall live). The solution is always simple, ask from Allah.

I want to share a Doa with you readers. Hope it can be benificial. (It's in Malay).

"Ya Allah, sesungguhnya aku minta petunjuk yang baik dari-Mu, dengan ilmu-Mu, aku minta kekuatan dari-Mu dengan kekuatan-Mu. Aku meminta dari-Mu dari kelebihan-Mu yang banyak, maka sesungguhnya Engkau berkuasa, aku tidak berkuasa, Engkau mengetahui dan Engkaulah yang paling mengetahui perkara-perkara ghaib.

Ya Allah, jika kamu mengetahui bahawa perkara ini baik untukku pada agamaku, duniaku dan kesudahan urusanku buat masa kini dan masa akan datang maka tentukannya untukku dan permudahkannya kepadaku, jika kamu mengetahui bahawa perkara ini tidak baik untukku pada agamaku dan duniaku dan kesudahan urusanku buat masa kini dan masa akan datang maka elakkannya dariku dan elakkan diriku daripadanya, tentukanlah kebaikkan untukku di mana sahaja aku berada sesungguhnya Engkau berkuasa di atas segala sesuatu."


Wednesday, February 24, 2010

Words Can Be Misleading?

There is one story about a couple that just got married and decided to go on their honeymoon in Scotland. So they went to Scotland and rent a cottage by the lake. So the husband is a fishing enthusiast and the reason why they rent the cottage by lake.

The next morning after they arrived, the husband ask the wife to follow him on a fishing trip at the lake. The wife nodded and said yes and brought along all her books. From morning till noon the husband haven't got any luck with the fishing and decided to go back to cottage for lunch and rest.

The wife wanted to stay on the boat to read her books. The husband was so tired and let her to do so. So the wife row the boat till the middle of the lake and put aside the oars and let the boat drifted away while she was reading her books.

Suddenly the boat drifted to a no fishing zone and the wife didn't realized it. A few minutes after that the sound of a siren echoed and the wife turn and saw a patrol boat was heading towards her. So she put down the book and waited till the patrol boat arrived at the side.

The policemen said: Good evening Madam, what are you doing fishing in the no fishing zone?

The wife replied: Fishing? (Her face expression turned odd). I don't even know how to cooked the fish why should I be fishing?

The policemen: Because you have the equipment and I have to give you the summon for fishing in the no fishing zone.

The wife: That is outrageous. I never used one of the equipment before how can I get a summon for this?

The policemen: Well, since we caught you with the evidence, we have to issue you the summon.

The wife: OK. You can give me the summon but I will sue you for sexual harassment! (The wife told the policeman as she was feeling agitated).

The policemen: Sexual harassment? Why? I didn't even touch you? (Looking confused)

The wife: Well surely you have the equipment for it!

The end...

Let's Talk Something Serious

This entry will not be that long only for the purpose of informing. Hope you can stay awake to read this. ;-p

First of all..the Label (Mantan PP) right here will mostly talk about politics, economics, religion or any topic that I found that got to do with something serious. Usually I will brag about me (that's the purpose of this blog in the first place) but now I think I have come to senses that I need to write about life. About the community, the people itself.

This is the steps need to be taken for me to improved on my skills to become a politician (If Allah permits). I have started with a small writing on the issue of using Allah for other religion. I think that is a good start (Wow! I have the feeling that right now I am over doing it...bare with me for a little while).

I have a few topics in my mind right and need to further study on these issues. For example, Economy and Business in Islamic Perspective. How do you know what you are doing now is in line with Syarak? Are you sure that the business you are running is Halal or is it Haram?

Another topic that interest me would be, Do you work for money or you are being sincere to Allah as a part of your Ibadah? I have touch on these issue in one of my previous entry and I think I will elaborate on it once I have all the information I need.

Fighting for your right in era of Globalisation: How Malays survive this phenomenon. Do we Malays today have the strength for this? or do the Malays are facing the end of our race? A little note, as we know today every inch of business that earns multi-million ringgit  are not the Malays. You see the fact that the only sector we manage to control is only in public sectors, government servant. Other than that? None.

There is a lot more issues that I can talk about...All I need is time. Do we have time for this? That is another topic concern. :-) People said they don't have the time but Allah has given all the time in the world and we forget about TIME does exist for those who believe in the Al-Mighty.

Enough...this is supposed to be short...and I have succeeded to brag again..

Sunday, February 21, 2010

February Theme: My Life is a Musical

Hello readers,

So long since I last put an entry..Oh well, been busy and all furthermore there is something wrong with my room..Kept blacking out...Arghhh!!!I am so tense with that...What to do? Someone else owns the house...Have to wait for the owner to fix it...Huhu..

I think my previous two entries I have inserted two songs..As this month theme is Musical...Glee gave such impact that I sang most of the songs...Only one reader noticed it...Bravo!!!

Let me tell you a story...Many years ago..There was a boy who dream of becoming a lawyer (that boy is me). What happen to his ambition? Well he didn't make it to law school but ended up becoming an IT man (he is not proud of it...and he certainly does not appreciated it very much...but what it's worth...he have to stick to it to support the life he was living).

This life of his now does not bring any pleasure to him..He decide...What the heck? Let's try something else..He assume to join politics during his 35th birthday but that is still a long way to go...and how does he going to make it there? The answer is business...Build contacts...He does not mind now going to MLM businesses...or selling Insurances for a living..All this boy wanted is to build a strong capital...

A stepping stone to build a brighter future...Every man has to start somewhere...The boy has come to a conclusions that the time is now...Like his school motto "Now or Never" (background song started playing...).

It's now or never,
Come hold me tight,
Kiss me my darling,
Be mine tonight,
Tomorrow will be too late,
It's now or never,
My love won't wait.

I told you readers...This month's entries will be a treat for your ears...hehe...
Back to the story...

The boy put up a status in his Facebook...trying to get peoples attention and more input...So there is a comment saying "Don't be the Jack of all trade but master of none". TRUE! Very TRUE! but like I will not be my ambition to sell, promote or what ever you so salled it...It is a stepping stone...I am  not trying to be rich...I am trying to get things in life without the pleasure of creating more and more debts...So why this kind of businesses?

Simple. This businesses helps you build a strong network, helps you to get those tiny little bit of doubts in your heart that kept saying.."You won't last long". It gives you motivation for success. It gives you the power to learn more about people. You interact with people more often. You try to feel them. As the boy wanted to be a politician, this things will help him to understand the voices of the people. Correct me if I am wrong is this true people?

What about working for the man? Yes. I will still be working for the "Man" but not that long anymore..As the boy calculated his income...for every hour he is working for the man, he earns RM20. Is that all? You work and slave, get shouted at, people shoot you in the back, push your face into the ground and that's it? RM20 per hour? Is that worth it?

The boy work just for the money. Not for Allah S.W.T. Not out of his interest. Is that good for his life? For his health? People say, do something that you love...and you will enjoy doing it...A dedicated teacher working for the "Man", if they have passion for that profession...They don't mind..They love it! They are happy with it...They deserve to be among the best...Let's see if they do it out of spite? Do you think that our children will get the best education for this? I think not...

So you see...What this boy trying to to get his life to be a better one...If he feels by doing business is his niche to enjoy life...then so be it...let him do it right? No harm done...If that is his mistakes...he will learn from it...To live is to learn new things everyday...Let's gave this boy a clap to get him face the new chapters in his life...We shall not demotivate you..but support you from behind...All the best in your future undertakings...

Tuesday, February 9, 2010

Quit? Is that It?

Hi Readers,

I've mentioned in my previous entry that I want to write something yesterday, sorry for a day delay. I have problem with my room. The fuse kept kicking back and make my room inaccessible to electricity. Imagine the house this big and only my room is effected. Do I own that much of a electrical appliances? Sad. Sad.

Like I said in my last entry, today incident really make me want to quit even sooner. I'm done being mister nice guy. What kind of shit hole is that place? Urghhh!!! I am mad but don't know how to let it all go. I am running out of patience with those people. Enough of me bragging about work. I want a happy life.

I want to express myself...but how?Hmm...

I can't fight this feeling any longer than what I have been through these days and yet I'm still afraid to let it flow. It is still a mystery. No one knows even me. I am trying too hard? Is it too hard to be pleased? Am I not worthy? What started out as friendship it has grown even stronger now and my only wish is I have the strength to let it show.

I tell myself that I can't hold out forever and I said there is no reason for my fear because I feel so secure when we're together. You give my life direction and you make everything so clear. Even as I wander and I will always keep you in sight. You are as bright as the Northern Lights that will show me the way to Paradise.
You're a candle in the window, on a cold dark rainy nights and I am getting closer than I ever thought I might.

I have forgotten what I started fighting for and I think this time is the time to bring this ship into the shore and we shall roll up together by the soft spread golden sands be in each others arms. I have to crawl upon the floor and came crushing through your door because right now Baby, I can't fight this feeling anymore.

My life has been such a whirlwind since I saw you. I've been running round in circles in my mind and it always seems that I'm following you, girl because you take me to the places that alone I'd never find. You will always be that light I follow till the end of time. Happiness runs through my veins each time you curl your lips and I cuddle you in my arms to protect and let no harm near you. Can't fight this feeling anymore.

How does this as an expression?

Terasa macam jiwanglah pulak kan..Hmmm...

Sunday, February 7, 2010

First Sunday in February 2010

Hi Readers,

What a week in February 2010..first stop!Working on a public holiday..That kind of SUCK!!!Seriously..Very dull, very unproductive (especially if you don't have the hearts to work there). I need to find more excitement in life, what I do everyday does not have that adrenaline rush swimming into my veins..

I got really MAD with the bank (the credit card people)...they were so rude and I had a Go with them...Giving them a lecture on customer relations..How dumb are these people working in the call center? Doesn't they learn anything or the bank just simply hired them? Enough about the bank because I can be more emotional.

On Friday I met with an accident..and how many people do you know when they met with an accident they say Alhamdulillah? Yes. I am one of them. Why? Because I already felt sick and tired of working for the MAN!!! You want to know what's the plan for my future?

Listen to this: (this is a mix from GLEE..I am becoming more musical everyday..hahaha...)

Left out a job in the city..Working for the man every night and day..(OK!subsequently the song will go on and on..but I guess it's time for me to take the risk..Hey..I was the wanted to have the adrenaline rush right?)

I felt very empty right now..Is it because my lack of faith to Allah? I guess so..I haven't really focus on all my prayers..Need to do some changes on that..Pronto!!!

I think my life has become a musical..Won't you agree with me? Let's see...Emm...What about this song?

Sweet Caroline by Mark Salling:
Where it began, I can't begin to know when
But then I know it's growing strong
Oh, wasn't the spring, whooo
And spring became the summer
Who'd believe you'd come along

Hands, touching hands, reaching out
Touching me, touching you
Oh, sweet *****
Good times never seem so good
I've been inclined to believe it never would

And now I, I look at the night, whooo
And it don't seem so lonely
We fill it up with only two, oh
And when I hurt
Hurting runs off my shoulder
How can I hurt when holding you

Oh, one, touching one, reaching out
Touching me, touching you
Oh, sweet *****
Good times never seem so good
Oh I've been inclined to believe it never would

Ohhh, sweet *****, good times never seem so good

Okay? Try and Google it..or watch it on You Tube...It's for you guys/gals..enjoy the song..

So what I really feel right now? Maybe not tonight..Maybe tomorrow I'll let you know..

As for now..Good Night and Sweet Dreams to all the people out there...

Monday, February 1, 2010

February 2010 Already???

Dear Readers,

We have entered February for 2010..Time flies..So much to tell but limited time..Wishing Happy February 2010 to all..

So it has been 2 months working with Accenture/ Averis..What is my opinion? Kind da SUCKS really..but it's better than nothing at all right?

So far not so much of good news flying around..Wishing February will be a start? *wink

Well since started working back with Accenture..I have less and less free time during weekdays..Back from the office I will be so tired..Really that's the truth..Never felt like this for a long time..My brain couldn't process much..Is this why the reasons I don't feel like working there? It's not stress like..It's more bored to death symptom kind of thingy..Weird!!!But I am grateful to Allah for giving this kind of bless..

Work wise..It's not fun there in Accenture..I am still taking baby steps to learn a lot of things with so little time..I'll manage I guess..It's the knowledge that is important..

To tell you guys/gals the truth..I am working now not to get the knowledge from the things I am doing..It is the life experienced from other people..How they start, how they came to that level, How this guy work? How do these people behave..I am observing..Until one day when I feel I am ready..I will take these experiences from these people and turn it into a commodity..Insyallah..

To learn this experiences we need to live it as they do..How do we do that? Simple. By living it on our own. Start to take responsibilities. Be more independent and be able to make risky decision. Am I able? Yes. I am ready to embark on that journey.

Also this month will be a test for me to reach my goal..(Maria..back me up okay?) Needs all the helping hand..I know I can..Will power baby!!!Need to be more aggressive this month..As this is the beginning of a beautiful journey..there is going to be a little bit bumpy..Wish me luck and all the best!!!

Till I write again..

Aby 01/02/2010 11.35pm