22:30

14/08/2009, at approximately 22.30...

-my heart stopped beating
-love doesn't exist
-loneliness will devour me
-mistakes flashback
-pain in my left arm and chest
-God is Almighty
-tears fall to my cheeks
-songs in my heart
-butterfly in my stomach
-rocks on my shoulder
-guilt consume me
-happiness is no where to be found
-feelings turn to gloomy
-sadness itches out of chest
-hunger is not an issue
-dark and lonely road up ahead
-wonderful memories flashes in front of my eyes
-if i could turn back the time
-Raffi Ahmad & Ayushita - Jangan Bilang Tidak
-it was too late
-shes gone...

I am a fool in my own movie...